light.

I'm just chillin here thinkin about the ranch and how much I wanna go back to it. And I'm reminiscing on some sweet revelation I got while I was there last week. And there was this one day in particular that I really remember...

Ever stare at a light too long? In this case, I was staring at the moon. There was that faint glow of light around it at first, but as I continued to keep my gaze upon it, that faint glow increased around it. The first few times I couldn't handle it, but then I ended up forcing myself to stare at it as long as I could because honestly...it was way more beautiful with a massive, overpowering glow surrounding it.

Then I got to thinkin....this situation is a lot like God. I mean, the moon is always there...you just never really take notice of it. It's just this far off thing in the sky that gives light in the darkness. Then, when you finally look up, you see a portion of it's beauty shining forth, and there's only a select few who are like Woah! Look at that! And when you actually take the time to stare at it, you become mesmerized by it. It's light consumes you and it's all you can see.



Basically what I'm trying to say is that God is always around us...guiding us and leading us, but not everyone sees it. He's just this presence in the world and when you finally realize He's there you're like... God, you rock. But when you stop and seek His heart, His Glory shines forth brighter and brighter. His love grows stronger and stronger. Soon He's your obsession and you can't get your mind off of Him. He's all you think about. He's your fix. He consumes you and your eyes are glued to the Prize. You fall so in love with the beauty and majesty of God that you can't tear your eyes away from Him. And as you continue seeking Him you can handle more and more of Him and that "glow" becomes stronger, brighter, and larger than before. But you can take it cause you're adjusting to it.



Sweet eh.