Dreams.

So, I apologize for not updating sooner! My life’s just been constantly on the go lately! Between classes, the prayer room, and amazing friends – I don’t really have all that much time.

I cannot believe that it’s already October already. I’m praising the Lord that He granted me one more month down here, but it still doesn’t seem like it will be enough. I love everything about it here. The Lord is blessing me so much. I’ve made friends who will last a lifetime, and my spirit is just soaking everything in. I’ve become passionate about music ... which is odd, because I don’t feel I can do ANYTHING. So I think when I get home I’m going to get serious... piano lessons for SURE. And voice lessons... maybe. I was worshipping late last night with a friend of mine. Just a guitar and our voices and I was like... why can’t I be more confident in my voice. I think it’s because I used to be part of a choir and they cut me...ever since then, my voice has been guarded and I haven’t been confident in it. To be honest...even just singing with a friend was intimidating... I have a hard time doing it, but I did, and it felt so right to just worship the Lord. And so badly did I wish I could play piano so I could start on the piano right next to us. So, when I get home ... I’m going to start training myself to be a musician. It’ll take some time – but I’m prayin’ the Lord will grant me patience to continue to grow in this gift that I feel is within me. You can’t possibly have a passion for something without having a hint of a gift. But anyway, I’ve also become more fervent in prayer, and my desire to pray has just increased an incredible amount. I’m not as afraid to just go ahead and pray anymore. In fact, I’m the one volunteering to pray. I’ve found the joyfulness of prayer and I love it! I’ve also begun to tune into the Lord’s sweet, sweet voice a little more. I’m getting visions more often for people when I pray..for myself as well. And I’m beginning to practise prophesying with the help of my good friends Sharron and Andy from Ireland (amazin’ couple!). I’m prayin’ that the Lord will continue to bless these gifts and grant me more! I’ve broken off a huge fear of mine as well... and it seems to be gone, but I’ll find out soon enough. I don’t need to say what I’m doing on here though. But It’s going to be good. The Lord is truly raising me to be a forerunner, and even an evangelist...something I never thought was inside of me. Something I always told people I wasn’t. But HA, the Lord definitely broke me on that subject.

Anyway, I’m also becoming more and more hungry for my manna every day. I can’t get enough of it, and I’m receiving more revelation on the Word than I ever have before. The one thing I wish, was that I could have more knowledge/ remembrance of it.... you know.

Kay, but, yes, that was my update. I don’t know if I can tell y’all anymore than that... the rest of what is happening is really just crazy good times with friends. Lots of laughter. OH! Wait!! I just moved into my new place yesterday evening! I’m living in the Hernhutt Apartment complex with friends from STEINBACH! Haha, yeah, my AMAZING friend Tanya left Friday night back home, I’m going to miss her a lot, and I wish I could be living here with her right now. But yeah, I took her place in the apartment so Jessica and Katherine don’t have to pay quite as much for rent .

Alright, so getting to the title of this blog – the other day, Sharron, Andy, me, and a few of Sharron and Andy’s friends were praying over Tanya and Joel. And I’ve never received revelation for myself before while praying for someone else. But yeah, God was just blowing me over with the love that he had for Tanya, and somehow, in the midst of that, he gave me insight to dreams that I had as a child all the time. The first that he reminded me of was one where I would be captured by some crazy dudes and be locked in a high tower ... I knew they were going to torcher me or something crazy and I was terrified... I was in shackles and chains and it was smelly and rotten, and just a terrible environment. But then my Dad broke through the door and came to my rescue. He ripped the chains off of me, picked me up in his arms, gave me a huge squeeze and told me he loved me and as we were running out, the enemies were in pursuit and he turned around and kicked the crap out of them!!! God brought this to my remembrance and said, I gave you this dream because I am your heavenly father and I have freed you from the grasps of the enemy. Coooooool. The second dream ... I had this one a lot too – I was in my house, and there were these big scary monster things in my house and I was trying to hide from them. And I always had to make it from my room to the basement. And we have a crawl space in my basement, but in my dream...it was different. My crawl space had a secret door in it and when I was in that secret room I was safe. Interpretation – my secret place is where I`m safe. It`s unbelievable that I had these dreams like 6 years ago at LEAST. And God is bringing them to my remembrance and showing me that they had an actual meaning... and they actually spoke to me now in an incredible way!!

Saweeeeeeet. Love you all <3