Something else...

I'm in an interesting season -  Renewed worship and pondering. It's a bit of a pit. But that's because I don't comprehend. What else is new though, eh. The world of this relationship never ceases to spin it seems.

Anyway, some things I'm pondering on today are interesting... one is from a few weeks back that I really haven't dug in - not my style... but I'm thinking about making it my style. (It is the glory of Kings to seek things out - Psalms something or other) ; What is a burning and shining lamp?...What is oil?... What is the significance of having oil to be a burning and shining lamp? ; Weddings..... ours is significant... but where do we get our traditions from? There's a lot hidden in there that has a lot to do with our wedding day with Jesus.... All of these are fascinating and perplexing me....

And a letter to those I love -

Dear loved ones,

As you already know, I am in a very peculiar season. I expect to be very changed after this season of an undetermined time frame. I strongly feel this is a very 'secluded' season. No, I'm not saying you're never going to see me again, and I'm going to lock myself in my room and become all pasty and gross and weird; I'm saying that it's a season of difficult choices - The world can wait right? I love you so very much. And I promise I will see you a few times before school! But please, do understand - This is something I have never experienced before, and it is unto something... I can feel it!

Bless you, dear ones.
Caitlin